Who are you -=a=-

So instead of forwarding this in email, I thought I seemed overdue for a post:

01. Last Cigarette: Sometime around 1983...oh wait Clove 1997 maybe
02. Last Kiss: march I think
03. Last Cry: yesterday,well technically this morning but before that it had been awhile...i was doing good..and then had a moment...:( im over it for the moment now though :)
04. Last Library Book Checked Out: A Hole is to Dig
05. Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: Layer Cake and Fever Pitch with papa
06. Last Book Read: Angel of Vengenace
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: crudbunnies!
08. Last Beverage Drank: water
09. Last Food Consumed: brueggers everything bagel with olive pimento cream cheese
11. Last TV Show Watched: L Word? Oh wait, "Are you my Daddy?" Fox Reality Channel on father's day no less!
12. Last Time Showered: this morning before bed...so hot today!
13. Last Shoes Worn: Adias classic shelltoe whi w/navy stripes
14. Last CD Played: Boyz to Men II
15. Last Soda Drank: Diet Sprite? DOn't really drink soda
16. Last Thing Written: Love, Amanda on a card
17. Last Words Spoken: Get in the house! (To the dogs just now)
18. Last Sleep: just woke up
21. Last Ice Cream Eaten: Oh geez. I don't even know.
22. Last Time Wanting to Die: have never seriously wanted that
26. Last Big Car Ride: Does Wisconsin count? Three weeks ago I guess
27. Last Crush: hmmm been having crazy feelings for innappropriate people lately
28. Last Annoyance: hot weather = no sleep
30. Last Time Scolded: this morning by Shawna Faith*
32. Last Web Site Visited: games.yahoo.com
N U M B E R O F . . .
01. piercings: 6 currently
02. tattoos: 3
03. height: 5' 09"
04. shoe size: 8 or so
05. hair color: brown
06. siblings: 2 sisters from a different dad and 1 brother from my auntie


L A S T . . .
01. movie you rented: Camp!
02. movie you bought: The Cooler
03. song you listened to: Shake that Ass Girl
04. song that was stuck in your head: Whatever friggin ice cream truck was just playing. I don't know the real name of it tho.
05. person you've called: teja
06. person that's called you: OTB Lee
07. person or people you were thinking of: M&M, shawna faith*
08. friend you made: I guess Sherry. But feels short lived.

D O...
01. you have a crush on someone? not now
02. you wish you could live somewhere else: nope not anymore
03. you think about suicide: no
04. you believe in online dating: Yes because ive done it
05. others find you attractive: maybe some do....not sure where they are though :)
06. you want anymore piercings: no probably not. Maybe get cartiledge redone
07. you drink: yes please
08. you do drugs: nope
09. you smoke: cigarettes? no way.
10. you like cleaning: Not at all...but sometimes its satisfying to clean...so once its done i like the feeling.
11. you like roller coasters: Yes, but I have a daily limit directly proportional to the amount of junk food I've eaten.
12. you write in cursive or print: Both...depends...


F O R *O R *A G A I N S T ...
long distance relationship: For it. Then I don't have to see her all the time.
killing people: Against
teenage smoking: Against
doing drugs: well...I think pot should be should like cigs even tho I don't do it.
driving drunk: Against (ride my bicycle DK tho)
soap opera: If L Word = soap then for em... if you're talking about my life - WAY WAY against!

F A V O R I T E . . .
thing to do: I don't know anymore. Flirt? Ride motorcycle.
thing to talk about: butch/femme dynamics and how people relate to them and whether they should at all, and why you care that people think you are who you are. Like all the people who don't want to be labeled really are just saying they don't want to be labeled *THAT* whatever that thing is they despise in themselves.
drinks: water..booze...arnold palmers
clothes brand: who cares
movie: I could go on and on so I'll just say I see a lot of movies
singer: dunno whoever I'm listening to at the time. David Bowie. Etta James.
holiday: halloween

H A V E Y O U . . .
ever cried over a female: yes
ever cried over a male: I really don't remember but I think yes. Maybe not for the boy but for what the boy represented
ever lied to someone: yes which I regret
ever been in a fist fight: yes
ever been arrested: My mother is cop. I got arrested all the time.

W H A T . . .
shampoo do you use: Pantene
shoes do you wear: Stanley steel toe chucka boots
are you scared of: yikes. Right now just heat stroke. In general: being hit by a car, being lonely, being a parent.


N U M B E R . . .
.. of times you have been in love? You might call it that I guess- once.
.. of times you have had your heart broken? not really, or that once
.. of hearts you have broken? broken hmmm.... none that I know of
.. of girls you have kissed? Wow I ahh...
...of boys you have kissed? Like four no that can't be right - Just kissed maybe eight or so
...Drugstaken illegally? none
...of people you consider your enemies? Harsh word - I'll say none (I hope)
...of times your name has appeared in the newspaper? last name a few, my full name none that I know of.
...of scars on your body? a whole bunch
...of things in your past that you regret? Small regrets a bunch. Big ones two not being thankful for what i have had at times....making someone else feel bad about their own choices (But I don't regret saying I don't want to be around those choices).