Kids in my life

So I'm still a Big Sister for fifteen months now with same little boy, I'm also a mentor for BolderOptions biking program, second year but different girl. I took my Little to my friend's child's birthday party. Adorable the whole brood. I still wonder if I want a child as a part of my life on a more permanant basis. And if so, how. Research ensues. I've also been to all these events recently for Police Athletic League. Summer is a busy time for them since the kids are out of school for the most part.

I just took a survey for a grad student about volunteering and there were an awful lot of questions about whether volunteering is used to boost my own self-esteem and make myself feel better as a guise for helping these poor underpriveledged children. Maybe it was just the mood but it seems like I do. It's almost boasting when I talk about my volunteer work... I dunno. Maybe it's time for a haircut for Locks of Love. Or just to ignore the world and be introspective for awhile....